Life is all about change

After being exsposed to the college life for the past few weeks, ive come to realized that the movies and advice that i have been getting has been somewhat true and somewhat helpful. Ive also noticed the college and high school are two totally different places. One day i hope that high schools will perpare high school students for college instead of perparing them for the big state test. A few days ago i learnend my first college lesson. For about 2 weeks my prof. was telling us to read a certain chapter it wasnt much but i was to focused on other things and i was forgetting to read so one day when i got in class the prof. told us to take out a sheet of paper because we were taking a quiz over the readings. I felt so bad because i know i did not read any of the chapters that she had assigned. After that day ive read everything that any of my prof. assigned the same day. The other day i was listening to music and one of the rappers said college wasnt for him, after thinkin about what he said i came up with the conclusion that college isnt for everyone, it's only for those who apply themselves. Then i thought a little more and realizes that the conclusion i made was only 50 percent true, because college is for everyone because everyone can apply thmeselves and just the point of having the "want to", and i have that "want to". If you didnt know who your were before college, after a few weeks you will figure yourself out and your real personality will jumpout at you. Ive come to find out that there's alot of students trying to find the type of people they really want to hang around because the ones they hung around in high school just wasnt the ones because they are finding themselves. I was hit with my first dose of stress because i was overwhelmed with all the work i was having to do, but luckly im a very strong person because anyother person would have broke down and quit. I pray every night that God just keep giving me the strength to do the things that he sent me out here to do, and that to be the most successful peron that i could be. If i could start this whole college process over again i wouldnt change nothing because ive learned so much over the past few weeks.